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WHY WONT THIS BABY COME OUT!?????????
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[19 Oct 2005|11:12pm] |
so monday night was ABSOLUTELY FABULOUS!
laguna was beauteous- not to mention how confused stephen was about the whole L.C. and jason thing. and kristen got a new BMW!
then after i went online and talked to ben about laguna* and was so pumped cause he watched it-
and found out some news that he may be coming here for 2nd semester at Nmu! i miss him hes the shit~!
<3
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[04 Sep 2005|10:08pm] |
so ben comes up tomorrow..
at 4..p.m.
:)
i love jake!
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[14 Aug 2005|11:15pm] |
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jake got me a kitty..
her name is porcha..as in porch
rachel named her,shes grey and white and has ear mites..but i think they might be gone now!
i went to the kelly clarkson concert today and it wasnt half as bad as i thought it was going to be.
me and jess are stayin at my aunts and uncles then coming home tomorrow early!
miss yous!
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[29 Jun 2005|11:07am] |
its simple things that keep you going...
and its so hard to find those simple things
16 1/2 weeks and going-
1 1/2 weeks till i find out what he or she is :)
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[28 May 2005|01:26pm] |
i've been thinkin about beanie alot lately and how she should be graduating ,then going off to start her life.its so crazy how things change. but it only happens to the good people-cause god has a bigger and better plan, but its not for down here..
so instead of naming the baby Ryleigh Laurin..i've switched it to Ryleigh Elizabeth..because this wasnt planned and neither was what happen to beth. And it will make me feel better about the situation if shes in it with me.
..im still lost with first names for a boy..
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[18 May 2005|11:19am] |
1 steffani
2 jess
3 brig
4 sister
5 sarah OH
6 LP
7 jerbaby
8 rachel
9 tara
10 jacob
11 al jones
12 ella
13 baker
14 katie j
15 lisa G
16 cate
17 jess oatz
18 molly
19 lindz
20 lauren
Who is #8 going out with? if you wanna call it goin out..jeff laakso
Is #9 a boy or a girl? haha a girl
Would #11 and #2 make a cute couple? jessie P would absolutly love al jones.
How about #18 and #4? no they both got good boys.
What grade is #17 in? junior.
When was the last time you talked to #12? saturuday night..if u even wanna call it talkib-ella was a little drunk..
What is #6's favorite band?either rascal flatts or killers/yellowcard..idkk
Does #1 have any siblings? yes a beautiful sister
Would you ever date #3? in a second!
Would you ever date #7? my sister could get mad..
Is #16 single? i have no idea..probably not..shes to hot!~
What's #15's last name? Gummerus?..maybe
What's #5's middle name? ann
What's #10's fantasy? :-D..cant tell!
Would #14 and #19 make a good couple? i dont think so..
Tell me a random fact about #11? hes aljones.
And #1: she works at mcdonalds
And #3: ditto
Have you ever had a crush on #16? yea
Where does #9 live? esky
What's #4's favorite color? i have no idea
Would you makeout with #14? hah idk
Are #5 & #6 best friends? no.
Does #7 like #20? yes. they dont know eachother
Does #8 like #19? idk
How did you meet #15? redmen chorale
Does #10 have any pets? a dog..missy
Is #12 older than you? nope
Give #13 a hug!! maybe later
Is #17 the sexiest person alive? yessss
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today was rough..so sick all day!
i cant bring myself to go to fifth hour any more..
i get to find out what sex the baby is in 2 weeks and 6 days..im so excited
if its a girl im painting (jakes painting) the room pink and orange and if its a boy im painting it ("") light blue and green :) :)
jakes mom bought me this huge book from mayo clinic on pregnancy.its got like 1000 pages (seriously) and ive skimmed a good 10% so far.theres like good information you can read and then theres too much information you can read..and that book is like layin out everything i need to know on a silver platter and sayin go. eh i wont talk about some of the things i want to but its grossing me out.(gas..:-/)
i feel the crabbiness kicking in. which isnt a good thing cause im crabby enough as it is..
but what made me really happy is me and brig hung out on saturday for a long time and like got mcdonalds went to my sisters saw her all fucked up which never happens cause my sisters like p e r f e c t and i got home at like 15 to 3 in the AM about 5 minutes before my parents came crashing in.
i love brig shes the best. muah muah
gotta go study:)
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[07 May 2005|10:54am] |
so tomorrow is mothers day.. and the next day is mY bIrThDaY :) :)..im excited
im gona be 17 :) then on the 13th its 7 months till my due date and 2 months till i find out if its a boy or a girl!!
should be a fun road ahead..
names-
Ryleigh Laurin Anthony Chase
?????????????????????????????????
then im tryin to fit whitney and maddison somewhere in there.
tell me some names..LEGITIMATE names please! (brig and tilly)
LaUrEnLoO5647: i ran out of gas yesterday haha
LaUrEnLoO5647: and this hot guy helped me
LaUrEnLoO5647: he pushed my car for me lol
**LP YOUR MY FAV.**
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[04 May 2005|02:18pm] |
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chelsea maynard if you feel that its YOUR position to call matt and tell him MY business then obviously you have a problem..and karly you should probably keep your damn mouth shut too its not your problem. your not my friend i dont talk to you about any thing so what your saying is probably false information..and i'd very much advise you both to shut the hell up.
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[22 Apr 2005|08:17am] |
Firsts
First kiss: jake geoffrion-YMCA dance in 8th grade
First state you lived in: Michigan
First boy/girl you liked: craig simons..OMG he was my shit
First boy/girl you loved: possibly ben
First book you couldn't put down: the boy called it
First friend you couldn't wait to see: tara..when she moved to esky and i started only seeing her everyother weekend..:(
First IM of the day: jakkkke
First SN:beeans228
First email: Love_castle58
First online journal: This one!
First band you loved: Ace Of Base
First poster you bought: SPICE GIRLS..5th grade me and barnum<3 good times
First band member you obsessed about: Zach Hanson
First song you loved of your current favorite band:these days/rascal flatts-idk if country can be considered a band..but yeah
Lasts
Last kiss: jacob
Last hug: jacob..or rachel
Last word said: you fuckin idiot
Last book read (all the way): a Rip in heaven
Last IM: Cob
Last person IMed: rachel
Last online journal entry: yesterday
Last TV show seen:meet the barkers
Last commercial seen: idk
Last person you spoke to: cas V and toni
Last CD bought: rascal flatts
Last song heard: only one-yellowcard
Last thought: i dont kno what to do any more..
Last word heard: figure it out then -hefke..
Now
Current song listening to/singing: nothing
Current website you're surfing: stocks (im in econ)
Current book you're reading: none
Current friend you're talking to: brg
Current annoyance:boys
Current obsession: life
Current love of your life: jacob chase
Current hair color: guess..if you dont already know dont worry-brig brown
Current thought: im need to smoke a cig
Current font you love: Arial
Current shoe you're wearing: idk my moms
Current hair style: big ol' bun
Current person you hate: just gona keep it to myself
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AVRIL LAVIGNE LYRICS
"Fall To Pieces"
I looked away
Then I look back at you
You try to say
The things that you can't undo
If I had my way
I'd never get over you
Today's the day
I pray that we make it through
Make it through the fall
Make it through it all
[Chorus:]
And I don't wanna fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cuz I'm in Love With you
You're the only one,
I'd be with till the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms
[Chorus]
Wanna know who you are
Wanna know where to start
I wanna know what this means
Wanna know how you feel
Wanna know what is real
I wanna know everything, everything
[Chorus without last line]
[Chorus]
I'm in love with you
Cuz i'm in love with you
I'm in love with you
I'm crazy in love with you
--------------------------------------> basically saying that in a realtionship you have problems and you wish you had never met them cause they make you so happy but at the same time hurt you so bad..but through it all you'll always love them!
but these are the times that make you strongest.
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[08 Apr 2005|07:51am] |
i love you!
ah so much.
muah today should be fun.
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[17 Mar 2005|10:39am] |
so today was st.Pattys day. i didnt have to go to school cause i had solo and Ens. fest so i went and got jake early this mornin from "???"(secret) then got rachel drove out to the church then jake drove to school with rach. then sang our little hearts out, did really well from what i was hearing :) :) then at 1030 i walk outside with oatz and oneillll and jacob is sitting waiting in my car for me all by himself. we leave drop off sarah and then jessica come back to my house drink some 5 oclock get drunk..go get nans find out he got hit..when his car wasnt even moving. so we go back to my house. mom comes home so we lay low on the drinking for 30 minutes til she goes back to school then start up again got in a fight with jake..haha all well ended VERY well then me nans and jake went to main street got some pizza jake spotted rachel and kelsey so ran to them..fell..saw one of my dads employees and jake was falling all over which probably looked really good. went home with jake got in another fight didnt talk for like an hour LP came and got us tried scammin some cigs at mobil but she wasnt havin it so i saw another one of my dads employee's at mobil (BP) and i told him to get me some so LP got some camels (sorry baby) LP dropped me and jake back off..we talked n shit things got better.called jess in need of some shit she came over hung with us while jake sang some creepy ass song. then me and jake watched mad TV and shit then my mom left for work with my dad and i didnt have a car so jessica had to bring jake home for me. THANK YOU i hope his mom didnt smell him..cause he smelt like vodka.which his mom wouldnt be to happy about im thinking. but jacob blotter.your my fav!
matt leaves tomorrow and im really upset. i didnt get to see him or say goodbye. my first boyfriend. is leaving and i wont see him for a long long time but i know he'll do great where ever he goes cause thats just how matt is. thank you for everything through the years. have alot of fun in washington be good and dont forget about us here.. ill miss you alot!
i hate change.
. good luck mat! :( ill miss you!
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[13 Mar 2005|07:20am] |
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i had an awesome night with jake.
hes crazy
but i wouldnt want him any other way.
and brig brown met al jones.
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fallin so fast.....
<3
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so happy with you!
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RASCAL FLATTS LYRICS
"The Day Before You"
I had all but given up on finding
The one that I could fall into
the day before you
I was ready to settle for
Less than love and not much more
There was no such thing as a dream come true
Oh, but that was all the day before you
Now you're here and everythings changing
Suddenly life means so much
I can't wait to wake up tomorrow
And find out this promise is true
I would never have to go back to
The day before you
In your eyes I see forever
Makes me wish that my life never knew
The day before you
The Heaven knows those years without you
Shaping my heart for the that day I found you
You're the reason for all that I've been through
Then I'm thankful for the day before you
Now you're here and everythings changin
Suddenly life means so much.
I can't wait to wake up tomorrow
And find out this promise is true
i would never have to go back to
The day before you
crazy how things work out!<3JCB
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ITS AL JONES BIRTHDAY ON SATURDAYY!!
Jacob Chase Blotter..your my FAV.
...twirp group is official-
Tina and Jacob
Brig and Madison(Buck)
Chris Can and Charlotte
Lauren and Erich(Carl)
Steffani and Schmitty
..after bucks for sure!
-Muah*
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there comes a point where people just go way to far.
or when people get in other peoples business.
its so fucking annoying.like honestly sams trying to get with MY boyfriend and im not even the one leaving those nasty comments.people need to leave her alone cause dont u think you'd be like that if the people were sayin that shit to you? thats so rude and no one else's business and im so sick of people doing that.
and like im not even just talkin about sam..just like everyone-theres a select few boys that i hang around with that u cant tell shit to unless u want the town to find out about it...its gettin real old real fast.
thinkkkk about it
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[04 Mar 2005|04:21am] |
im so sick of people in my shit.
me and jake are goin out and its not gona change.i dont understand why people care cause its not like im goin out with them,they dont have to see me or hang out with me or anything.
but i am so happy with jacob.
so happy!
nothing could change this feeling.
saturday we're sleepin at my sisters with a few others with some soco black 100 proof and having a spEciAl nighttt :)..
actually i think me and dwy are invading sarah's house saturday. hm gotta plan that shit otu
LOVE you ONEILLLLLLLLL!!! <3
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